Lauryn Revenge

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Wow... My mom, once again, went into the whole; "I'm leaving him for good!" thing, and she was so serious about it, and was even talking about moving out sometime this weekend! But then when she got home today, she goes; "Oh, I've decided I'm going to take him to coucilling." Wow... big shocker there! The sad part? I believed her. I got all excited because I thought we were finally leaving, but it just turned out to be just like another one of those times. I even told her when she was talking about it; "I kinda don't want to believe that because how do I know you aren't going to turn and try to 'make it work' so to speak?" and she said; "Trust me. I'm totally serious about this." and even contacted her laywer about filing for divorce! Seriously, I'm so fucking TIRED of this bullshit! She gets my hopes up, and then goes and changes her mind about it! Forget it... I'm so fucking sick of it... and it's tiring me out! Just fucking forget it.
~x~x~Lauryn~x~x~

Today I saw something hella sad... There was a girl who was dressed in all black with chains at her belt and black nailpolish, and a crowd of other kids. The kids were all crowded around her, calling her names and poking and pulling at her... I heard one of them call her an "Ugly motherfucking bitch". This girl wasn't ugly. Just because she didn't wear what everyone else wears or act like eveyone else did doesn't mean she's ugly. The last thing I saw was that girl running away with tears in her eyes.
I've been called a lot of things by a lot of very stupid people. Hell, I've even been called ugly before! (Surprise surprise.) But I know it doesn't fucking matter. Like I said, everyone who had the balls to call me ugly or stupid or anything like that were just ugly and stupid themselves! Honestly people, if you know who you are, or who you want to be, then it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks, does it? If I gave two shits about what people thought about me, then would I be dressing and acting the way I do? No. I'd just look like evryone else. A clone, if you will. Trust me, that is the LAST fucking thing I want to be in this world. I don't want to look and act like everyone else!
Back to the girl I was talking about... I can see her as someone who knows who she wants to be, but is too afraid of what others think. That's her only fault right there. IT DOESN'T MATTER! I don't get why people judge other people just because they like different things. If someone chooses to dress in all black, or be even slightly different from the rest of the world, WHO CARES?? It's not anyone else's life, so why do they care?
To everyone... don't let anyone determine who you grow up to be, even if it's your parents! You're the only one who can choose what you do in your life. No one else. So just live your life, love, laugh, bitch, scream, and love every fucking minute of it.
Thank you.
~x~x~Lauryn~x~x~

P.S. I'm leaving this entry open for everyone to read, because I think it's important.